I'm searching for you...

will you wait for me...?

Plumb ~ Damaged



Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that i've known
True love is a fairytale
I'm damaged, so how would I know?

I'm scared and i'm alone
I'm shamed and I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Won't let anyone get close to me
I'm damaged, as i'm sure you know

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm shamed and I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

There's only for my soul
And undo this fear
Forgiveness for a man
Who was stronger
I was just a little girl
But I can't look back

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Can't go back...
Can't go back...
Can't go back...
Can't go back...
I can't go back...
I can't go back...
I can't go back..
I must go on...
I must go on...
I must go on...
I must go on...
I must go on...
I must go on...
I must go on....

Oh, and about the new skin, it said Herbert, and I couldn't resist.

So, this is in Memory of Herbert the Shit Car, may he rest in peace. or pieces. Whichever works for him.

ps. I still love you though.

I'm sorry for hurting and disappointing you.

But I'm not sorry for what i did.

This is not your body. This is not your life.

I'm allowed to do what i want.

I'm allowed to make mistakes.

Its not that i don't care, but you don't control my life.

As much as I do care about you, This is my life. I will live it as much as I want.

And trust me, I will live it.

I won't stop caring about you. I don't think i could do that.

But i will do what i want. I will live my life until i die.

Cuz hey, who's gonna live it for me?

That show is, like, my new all time favourite. Or at least, one of my all time favourties!!!

It's ORGASMICALLY good

So what? I protect myself. It shouldn't be such a big deal...